Ya I do realize there will be quite a bit more kick but I think I can handle it maybe I'll go rent one at the range and see what it's like. I think a 357 would be sufficient for protection but the 44 just gives you the "cool" factor idk I'm still undecided but I still have plenty of time at least 2-4 weeks before I get my Taurus back from repairs and 1 or 2 weeks to sell it.