...The nightmares where I can't defend my family because everything is in slow motion or I fumble putting the cartridges in are just not scary enough!
No kidding I had a IL 642 for one weekend. I thought I had unlocked the weapon before I put it in my holster. I carried the whole weekend and it was kept by the nightstand at night and Monday I went to show it to my brother and the gun had been locked the whole time. I thought I was going to be sick. I traded back to the shop at a loss and was patient and found a 640-1 within a month.
Nothing against the lock, I am just not a competent enough human being for one. I carry revolvers because I need to keep self defense simple and the IL is one more thing to worry about. All in my humble opinion ofcourse.