Congrats on the shield. I purchased a new one about two weeks ago and am finally heading to the range tomorrow to break it in. I to would like to go with the federal hst and the speer gold dots as they seem to be talked about the most on anything you google about self defense loads. I have cabelas, gander mountain and a major gun center near me and none of them carry these. I ended up settling for 124 gr. Hydroshocks and critical duty for now. As we speak i am searching online but every place i go seems to say out of stock on the gold dots. Anyone know of a good site that usually has the hst and gold dots in stock?