I feel your pain matrybee b/c I really like the gun too but when I lose confidence in a carry gun that's it. I've carried a J frame for well over 40 years and never had a problem related to reliability. The newest one is a 340PD which is about the same weight as the LCP I p/u on sale just prior to the LCP II coming out. During my 30 year LEO career I had to my service revolver in the line of duty more than once and it save my butt so some of my revolver "love" may be emotional, but I know it will work when/if needed.

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