Snub- I have more conditions than a stick can be shook at-- Bottom line, you NEVER give up-- when I had a heart attack 17 yeas ago I thought my life was over-- went through the whole thing, feeling sorry for myself etc., for a month or two-- I learned in the Marines, you DON"T QUIT, works for me, every day is a gift. I still get excited at what to some might even go unnoticed, a good photo op, time at the reloading bench, company of a good dog, or just going for a ride in the country. Hang in there.