This stuff is currently (a) probably the best .38 snubby defense ammo, (b) very widely used by law enforcement in 38 snubby revolver concealed or backup guns -- which soaks up supplies, and (c) consequently as rare these days as fangs in a chicken. Speer says they're making it as fast as they can commensurate with quality. About the only way to get some (unless you're a cop) is to snuggle up to a reliable dealer, with good distributor contacts and a willingness to beat the bushes a little, and get 'em to take a special order.