Definitely not a light hold. It is my first snubbie. I know how it sounds, but I've ran many matches with subcompact g27 .40 and lightweight commander .45 and I'm above average shooter. If my grip is not sufficient, i dont know. Not sure if changing ammo could make that much diff at that short of a range. Will have someone else try it in addition to diff ammo, once I find it i guess. Literally have 10 rounds left.