Nice gun, proportions, looks, etc., and
I can stop any time, really... 
Now, if you don't believe the above statement, I have to admit that I did stop, it was hard, but I made it and am still in (sorta) recovery...
Here's the current stable of the 3 12" N frames in my safe.
So, it can be done (stopping, that is), just need to put your mind to it and join regular counseling meetings (usually at Pawn shops or gun stores..
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