Been there, done that with the drought thing. A series of droughts from 1977 through about 1985 changed me from a full time farmer into a school teacher. There are few things as disheartening as watching crops wither and die in the field.
In 1977, fertilizer that we applied to crops in mid-May was still on the ground, never dissolved by rain, in late July. ABC news sent a crew down to do a report. The crew, including camera men, sound men, gofers, and reporter David Snell spent half a day on my farm. At one point in the interview, with Snell and me standing in the midst of a field of vegetables that we were desperately trying to keep alive with irrigation water, Snell asked me what the outcome would be if we didn't get rain soon. "That's easy," I told him. "We just won't be able to pay our bills at the end of the season." The segment ran about a week after the interview, probably a two minute section on the news. I was probably on camera for at least half that time, either answering questions or with us walking in the field, Snell doing voiceover. The morning after it ran I was in the cafe eating breakfast. My banker came in and sat down across the table. "It 's a hell of a note when one of my customers goes on national TV to tell me he ain't going to pay me," he said.
It is funny now. Not so funny back then. I know how you folks gong through this feel, and I'm praying for you.