Our brothers are being lost at an alarming rate. I lost an old hochmate last year to agent orange related illness, and several others are undergoing serious medical treatment for the same.
Tell me about it...have just completed 8 rounds of chemo, and 33 radiation treatments for a tumor in my upper right lung. Thank His Eminence I have excellent insurance, or I would be in the hurt locker now. Interestingly though, I received a letter from what the senders claim is in association with my insurance, asking that I detail what injuries I received that led me to the ER for the initial diagnosis for lung CA, and that they were looking to see if there was another source that would replace or share in the cost of the treatment. I came to realize these guys might not have any connection to my insurance company, and if they did, then my insurance company is looking for a reason to bail out or see if they can outsource their responsibility to someone else, like those losers at the VA. There were questions regarding military service, where and when, exposure to herbicides/defoliants, working in shipyards, etc. I just sent the entire packet through the shredder and closely monitor that my insurance is paying my medical and radiation oncologist promptly, as well as my PCP. So far, I still have my hair, but I did lose about 15 lbs over a two month period. I feel blessed because as mentioned, over 50% of my brothers and sisters who made it back to the world are no longer here, or are in some kind of long term care facility, or at the VA, or in hospice.
I think about how things may have been different had I not had a proper Catholic school education, become a loser drug addict and draft dodger, ran away to the Haight and got AID's because of all that "free love" ****, and all the rest of the baggage that came with hating on America, its military, of those over 30...if I survived all that as a dystopic idiot looking for utopia, I probably would have wound up on Capital Hill as even a bigger hypocrit now that I am "the man" that these sociopath's always hated.
Anyway, I'm not ready for the proverbial "Bucket List", but I do believe I have to make one journey before I take that trip to Valhalla, and that's a visit to the Wall and the Garden's of Stone...two places I'm just not ready yet to deal with.