Man, do I FEEL your pain. After growing up in the 70's watching Dirty Harry movies, I wanted S&W something. The Model 29 was out of my reach at the time. So, in 1977, I bought a 4 inch Model 19. I had a wide trigger put on and red indexed front sight. I could easily hit the bull with it consistantly. And, I do not claim to be a good shot. I believe that gun shot extremely straight. But, like a dummy, I sold it in the mid 80's to move on to another hobby. I keep an eye out for them at gun shows. Do not really see very many. They are in the 600-800 range. I think I paid $325 for mine, new, back in the day. I remember going to the range, loading it up with magnums, relaxing my arms some, and let the recoil kick the gun up as high as it would go. Dirty Harry, I was, lol. I miss that gun. Hopefully I can get another one day.