Always A Cop . . .

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I'm not the author but had this sent to me by a friend from my LEO days. Please excuse any typos or misspelled words, those errors are all mine.

Always A Cop: Once the badge goes on it never comess off, whether you can see if or not. If fuses to the soul through adversity, fear and adrenaline and no one who has ever worn it with pride can ever sleep through the call of the wild that wafts through the bedroom window in the deep of night.

When a good cop leaves the job and retires to a better life, many are jelous, some are pleased and yet others, who may have already retired wonder. We wonder if they know what they are leaving behind because we already know. We know that after a lifetime of camaraderie that few experience, it will remain as a longing for those past times. We know in the law enforcement life there is a fellowship which lasts long after the uniforms are hung up in the back of the closet. We know even if they are thrown away they will remain on him with every step and breath that remains in his life. We know how the very bearing of the man speaks of what he was and in his heart, still is.

These are the burdens of the job. You still look at people suspiciously and see what others do not see, or choose to ignore. We will always look at the rest of law enforcement with respect for what they do, only known from a lifetime of work. You are escaping the "job", only in the sense that you're being allowed to leave active duty.

So what I wish for you is that whenever you ease into retirement, that in your heart you never forget for one moment that "Blessed are the Peacemakers for they shall be called the children of G-d, and you are still a member of the greatest fraternity the world has ever known.[/I]
 
As one of my old beat partners said... the blue lights get in your blood. I went on military leave a few years ago, and I probably won't go back. Green just pays so much better than blue. But it would be a lie to say I don't miss it every single day. You're right. When I look at people, I still see what others don't.

Thank you to every serving and retired LEO. You guys are under appreciated.
 
Near 30 years as a big city copper... 20 of those in soft threads.
After a 15 year retirement I'm back in the big city workin cold cases.
Some of the pups that work for me are now the "old heads".

Still come up for advice ..."Hey Sarge".
Seems like I never left.
When I stop and reflect on that...I can't find a way to explain it.
 
30 years of LE in a busy place and friendships with some of the best there is makes for a strange transition to being just a regular citizen in retirement.

Wife gets on me for 'patrolling' when I drive.
I get peeved at myself for unconsciously evaluating behavior when it's 'not my problem'.
Have accepted that I will always dream about stuff that I'd just as soon not.
It's kinda like putting on a suit that you can't take off.
 
30 years of LE in a busy place and friendships with some of the best there is makes for a strange transition to being just a regular citizen in retirement.

Wife gets on me for 'patrolling' when I drive.
I get peeved at myself for unconsciously evaluating behavior when it's 'not my problem'.
Have accepted that I will always dream about stuff that I'd just as soon not.
It's kinda like putting on a suit that you can't take off.

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Guy's like me, who were pretty well, let's say agressive policemen, seem to have a more difficult adjustment to retirement. For those of us experiencing that I strongly recommend fishing and hunting. It seems to satisfy the longing psychological desire to apprehend and tastes a whole lot better come the end of the chase. Girls are good too....but don't tell my wife I said that.

Cheers;
Lefty
 
after 25+yrs.

Even us retired prison guards never let our" guard" down. Paroled 5 years ago, and still sit at the back of the diner, watching the door and making sure there is a second exit if needed. There are a whole host of activities that you never change...I am trying to learn how to slowdown and enjoy a nice meal. :rolleyes:
 
I have to thank you for your timely post...........

It is indeed another example of how the Good Lord helps us through difficult times.

As I was reading your post I had just returned from the funeral of a close friend and fellow Officer. There were many retired Officers in attendance and I had to share your post with as many as I could.

As one stated, "that is why a car load of retired Officers got in a vehicle and drove 10 hours on a rainy day to honor a fellow Officer they worked with over 33 years ago".

Thank you
 
Gentlemen I have been doing this job since I was 22 years old. I have been on the force for over 28 and have maybe 5 more to go until I retire. Between the job, family and kids I have no idea where the time went.

I am looking forward to retirement, and slowing down...Or so I think...Can't wait to pull the camper out and leave with the wife and dog and not have to worry about the cell phone ringing calling me back into work.

Thanks to all of the sheep dogs employed and retired out there. May your end of shift be a pleasant one..

Tony P.
 
In one week I'll have been retired for one year. I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who sits in the back of a diner after plotting out an escape route like I did at lunch Thursday. I went to pay the cashier and she insisted I take the $2.00 discount even though she knew I was retired. I gave the $2.00 to my server. I guess when you eat in the same place for several decades you make friends. I'm still suspicious and still pay a lot of attention to what is going on around me. I still "patrol" when I'm driving except now I just call 911 if it's bad enough. I still carry concealed everywhere. I still stop at bad wrecks or a house fire if nobody is there yet and make sure everyone needed is called. I still get lots of calls from old "clients" and help them out when I can. The bad neighbors that aren't dead or in prison are still scared of me and should be.
 
Quite honestly, I don't know you guys do it. I would think some of you would have gone crazy because of the things you saw on a daily basis.

I'm just a lowly locksmith. But a good one. I have seen first hand the things people do to each other. And I have become a different person because of it. I don't see some of these things from the same perspective but with over twenty years on the job I don't trust anyone and am suspicious of everyone.

I commend you for a job well done and glad you are able to enjoy retirement. ;)
 
I always knew growing up I wanted to be a Police Officer, I worked hard for the badge. I made sure I learned from the Older officers that have been on for a long time. In the 6 years I have been on, I have seen friends pass, on and off duty. Others I have seen retire. No matter what, this job runs through your blood. It gets pumped out of your heart. Retired, or still reporting for duty, this is something thats with you 24/7 no matter how old, young, or how long youve been retired. Those habits never leave you. Im thankful for all who have taught me, and all who I have had the chance to learn from. Its always good to know youve got a bother out there.
 
Being a LEO is my second career and I didn't start until I was in my early 30's. By then I'd already made some good money in business and invested well. The point is I don't see how these guys make a living, buy a house, raise a family, and send the kids off to college on just a cop's pay. I couldn't do it on cop pay alone, but I do love the job.

It's been a peeve of mine how little we compensate our military personnel, cops, and fire fighters but somehow a professional athelete is worth $50 million a year. Sorry, I just don't see it.
 
Thank You for the post. I spent 22 years of my life as a street cop. I will say that 90% of the time I was overpaid, BUT, 10% of the time there wasn't enough dam money in the world to pay me for the things I had to do. It was a rewarding (mostly) and depressing (sometimes) career. The career of a Police Officer can be as rewarding or depressing and that all depends of the individual Officer. The attitude with which you approached each day or task was completely dependent on you. I have to say I loved driving fast and listening to rock/roll when responding to calls. Truly in the Police profession the job is what you make of it. Just my thoughts from the Big Sky Country, Montana.
 
Who says we weren't crazy to begin with? ;)

Sent from somewhere between the Ohio territory and the neutral zone.

Dont get me started on a few I worked with. One was nicknamed: Crazy Rios (this was because he threatened to shoot a supervisor who was a jerk and deserved the threat) then there is Fulgum, an d then there was Coley--who had served in Vietnam as a Green Beret. When Coley lost his cool, he would start yelling and cussing in Vietnamese. You just had to be there to see the transition (like Cagney in: White Heat) kind of thing, and ill stop it there.:D
 
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I only wish this was true for other areas of my life. I really miss being an international playboy....:(

I thought you already were......
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Seems to me that it LOOKS like your having a great time:
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"Making mock of uniforms,
that guard you while you sleep;
Is cheaper than them uniforms,
and they're starvation cheap...."
 
Just hit my 30th year recently. Pulling the plug around years end. After two heart surgeries, I'm more than ready.
 
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