I still feel like I have a stick of volatile old 1800's dynamite strapped to my waist. Anyone here have the same inhibitions when first carrying a 1911 cocked and locked?
That's funny!
I think my Dad had this same apprehension about 1911s, and he always was critical of me when he would see the gun holstered, cocked & locked. I know he rationalized his opinion because he saw no need to have the gun in an immediately-fireable condition. (I am speaking here of carrying the gun recreationally. I'm sure he understood that, mechanically, it was safe enough.)
I always respected his opinion, but it did not cause me to distrust the gun. Thinking back, while a young man at home with him, he might have forbidden me to carry the gun C1, but in his usual way, he left it to me to do as I thought best, without overriding that with a direct order. Fortunately for me, there were never any problems.
One thing that has a similar effect on me is more a matter of how the gun is carried - ex. a horizontal shoulder holster.
Similarly, a gun carried in the pants pocket that is pointing at the person sitting across the table from me while I am seated makes me much more nervous than any mechanism or feature of any handgun. Much better to have that barrel pointed down at the ground, no matter how safe the pistol. Funny how we develop, or fail to develop, these little phobias.