Sir , I feel your pain . We had our beloved Sweat Pea put to sleep about three weeks ago and I am still grieved . She was found by me (or is it She found me ?) on my back porch . Emaciated , in heavy nursing condition . I brought her some food and water . Next day I come home from work and there she is on my front porch with her only kitten nursing on her , Needless to say they were both brought in , fixed , de-flea and fed . Sweat Pea was my Cat . Always at the door when I came home , first in my lap when I sat down And first on the bed at night . I had her cremated and put in an kitty shaped urn . I will have to go through this again four more times if I out live Piper ,Gemma-Lee , Oscar and Mauser . Sweat Pea was the second family member to be put to sleep the first was very first Cat Schatzie . It doesn't get any easier for me as I Love them All Dearly . You are not alone in your grief . And I pray for your comfort in these sad times .
Regards and Prayers ,
Shawn