Google Doc Roberts' duty/self-defense ammo testing and recommendations. Pick a few of the loads and buy a 50 round box of each that might appeal to you (lower recoil, for example, would mean non +P loads, probably 147 grain)/ Shoot up the stuff you buy and decide what seems initially to shoot well for you in your gun, then buy a few hundred round and really function test it in your pistol (500 or so). If you get through 500 rounds malfunction free, clean and lube the pistol, load your mags, and drive on. Don't unload the gun unless really needed; don't re-chamber the round that was in the chamber more than once, and then use it for training, and use an equivalent ball load for training and practice.
If this load is on the list (I haven't looked) and you like it, don't mess with success. Buy a case or two and call it good.