My response, Leeann.
I wanted to reply personally to all who sent their prayers, condolences and words of inspiration during this time of grief.
I read your replies, more than once, and am at a loss for words. I understand now why Kel says that you are the kind of folks he could sit down and share a beer with. I think that one day I might like to join this forum if that's all right with you. But right now I'm not certain that I can shoot a gun or ever hunt an animal again. You call me strong, brave, courageous? I'm not so sure. If that's so, than I owe it to my husband. He has been my strength for the better part of my life. I'm the lucky girl. Until I found him I never knew that such a fantastic parallel world existed just outside my own. I was a city girl, a real girly girl. He was a farm boy. Before I met him I had never ridden a horse, been up close to a cow, hugged a calf or plucked an egg from the hen's nest. I had never camped out at night, caught a fish or held a gun much less fired one. He completely changed my life. The more he taught me about his life the more I fell in love with it, the more I fell in love with him.
I met Kel in September 1964 at a high school dance, he was a senior and I a junior. Many thought he was aloof. I knew that he was just shy. I took his hand and said dance with me. We danced to "One Summer Night" by the Danleers, the most beautiful, romantic love song ever written in my opinion. It was our song. I used to tell my girlfriends that I was dating an older man. Funny how when we were young a year could seem like a decade.
I know that time will mend my bruised heart. Over the years we have experienced loss of friends, loss of parents and just about all that life can throw at us. Today, we are still together, still in love. Kel is very understanding and supportive but then again that's who he is. Our 40th wedding anniversary is coming up in June. I will have to do something really special for him.
Last night I got out the phonograph record that Kel gave me shortly after we met. I put it on the record player, took his hand and said dance with me. We danced to "One Summer Night" and the pain in my heart felt better.
Leeann