Feeling really down

[KTP]

I will apologize in advance for dragging my personal rain cloud over this forum...but I just returned home from the vets after having my 15 year old calico cat, Peeper, put to sleep. She hadn't been doing well of late, and my "radar" was telling me we were approaching the end of the tunnel. Mr. KTP, ever the optimist, felt that she just had a cold or something... even though I tried to prepare him for what I was afraid was inevitable. She was badly dehydrated, had large masses in her abdomen and one kidney was 4x the size it should have been. There was nothing that could be done for her. They couldn't find a vein to inject the stuff into and ended up having to inject directly into her chest cavity. And, sadly, it took quite a while for her stubborn little heart to stop beating. Peeps had a good run, I think. When she was younger, she would hide in the horse's hay piles out in the pasture and leap out at them when they would come to eat. Sometimes, she would run up behind one of my mares and leap up and grab her tail and hang on. I have a lot of good memories of Peeper. What I hate is having to make the decision to end a life. I just do not feel "right" about it, even if, deep down inside, I know there is no other option. And there was no other option for Peeper. So...here I sit with swollen and red eyes and a nose that will not seem to stop running. She was a grand cat and we will miss her dearly . I thank all of you for allowing me to unburden myself.

 

[old bear]

Losing a good friend is always hard. Yet remember all the fun Peeper brought you and your wife. Never forget that peeper is a young healthy kitten AGAIN.

 

[H Richard]

I feel for you, I have had to do that twice before. It may not be too much longer before I will have to again. Take my advice and go visit the local pet shelter. There is probably one little one just waiting for a loving person to adopt them.

 

[Hodgin]

Sad to hear of your loss. Tough to lose our pets.

 

[Old Seabee]

Pets

I have felt your pain many times , Pets as lost people will always be with you . Sorry OldSeabee

 

[Rugskipper]

15 years was a pretty good run, and it sounds like Peeper enjoyed her life, (even if the horses didn't!) Rest assured that she went out knowing that she was loved dearly, and in truth, is there any better way than that? I am absolutely certain that there are far more pets in heaven than people, for their hearts are purest and their love the deepest and without reservation.

Please don't be one of those that says "No more pets". There's too many tender little hearts out there that still need some love.

My condolences.

 

[timn8er]

God Speed to Peeper. She was a real cutie. Losing a furry friend is never easy. Especially having to make that big decision. All you can say to yourself is at least her suffering is over. You've heard of the Rainbow Bridge, right? If not, Google it. Prayers sent to ease you & yours grief.

 

[brucev]

Very sorry to read this post. Sincerely. brucev.

 

[Fishslayer]

I'm terribly sorry for your loss. Many of us here have had to make that hardest of decisions. It's never easy even when we know it's the right thing to do.

Rest in peace, Peeper. No more pain.

 

[walkin jack]

KTP I'm hurtin' for you right now but also I'm celebrating the 15 years you had with PEEPER. She was a very beautiful cat and I know how close you can get to your furry little four legged friends. You did the right thing. I know it was hard on you but for all the years of love, loyalty, companionship they give to us it is a thing we must do for them.

You gave her a good life and a good home and your love. So many don't ever get a taste of that. I pray for God to grant you peace and acceptance. You can keep her always in your heart and mind and call her any time you want to. And she'll come and put a smile of rememberance on you face.

 

[Worshipbass12]

Truly sorry for your loss, i have never had to make that decision and can't say i know how you feel, i love my yorkie like she is my own child, your family will be in my prayers

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[Rastoff]

I feel your pain. We lost our cat, Frank, after 14 years to a dog attack. I can't imagine having to put her down.

Even so, you did the right thing. Peeper was only going to be in pain and you ended that.

 

[Wassup8687]

My condolences. We had to put down one late last year. Animals bring so much joy to our lives and it's really hard to part with them. They'll always be in your heart just like you were in theirs.

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[radar1972]

So sorry for your loss. Been down that road with two dogs.
Let your good memories give you comfort.

 

[jarhead1178]

Its hard to put a beloved pet down, but is much worse to have them suffer. I have had to do it a few times and always second guest myself. When I had put my 15 year old beagle Pumpkin to sleep I was not man enough to stay with her while they did it. I have always regretted not staying with her and will never do that again. Take care and you are in our prayers.
Eric

 

[snubbyfan]

I feel for you, I know the loss of a pet.
Our Zachary's given us a couple of scares over the years. One time he had a bad urinary tract infection and we thought it was the end but he pulled through. Recently he had a bad cold but the vet gave us some medicine for him and he got better. He's 14 years old now and when it's his time I just hope that it's his decision.
Now that we have little Natayo, Zach's gettin' more exercise playin' chase around the house.

 

[CAJUNLAWYER]

When Bubba died I swore I would never own another pet again as the pain was just too great. Two years later I was ready and have Angus. He will probably he my last lab as I expect him to live until I'm in my late 60's at which time I don't know whether I will be able to handle a big strong knucklehead. Otis, my rescue, is as the vet puts it "late in his life spectrum". I am gonna be crushed when he goes-those of you who may remember, I took him in around 8-9 years ago when I saw him at the vet. Some foul person had shot him with an arrow-when the police picked him up he was sitting down with an arrow in him wagging his tail He's got the rumitiz now and pretty much sleeps eats and poops the day away but he's really good at what he does. He barks at you if you sit in his spot on the sofa until you move and likes to lie out in the hole he dug himself and watch the squirrels.
Mourn you pet but I bet you'll have another when the time is right for you.

 

[Old TexMex]

Hey kid, we're right with you. Animal husbandry demands we keep their suffering to a minimum, even if we have to carry that burden for a while.
I personally know the feeling, having done much the same with our cat China, three years ago. So you hang on to those great memories and know you did the right thing, the responsible and most of all, the loving thing.

 

[joeintexas]

So sorry to hear of your loss. Our pets are indeed part of our family. 15 years is a very good run, remember the good times.

 

[pawncop]

Please accept my condolences and a prayer your kitty finds the Rainbow Bridge quickly.

 

[shouldazagged]

I hurt for you, KTP. It's part of the contract we make with our pets, to do the right thing when life is a burden for them, but it's terribly painful to perform that last act of love.

 

[gaucho1]

We are in the midst of caring for our cherished Mr. Jai, our tabby cat

He received some serious injuries to his jaws and face.

Surgery and now, thank God..........recovery.

These innocent beings touch the most clean and pure aspect of our hearts.

For this I am very grateful............ but the price is deep pain.....

I feel for everyone who loses their little friend....God Bless You

John

 

[J. R. WEEMS]

KTP- About the hardest thing I ever had to do was to let go of my Molly girl-then a month later myGinger girl followed by my Katie I miss them every day, and have spoiled Sarah outrageously, but She is worth it. Pets are part of the family for sure. A little prayer for Peeper, and hope you are holding up. You did the right thing. To let them suffer is NOT the right thing.
Best,
J. R.

 

[MattJames]

Sorry for your loss... we had to put our 16yo Jack Russell down last year and we still miss him! But remember all of the good times

 

[jimmib]

losing a pet is like losing a friend and a family member....as had been suggested earlier maybe a trip to a shelter to rescue another pet will help....sorry for your sorrow

 

[mr-mom]

We understand your loss and share the deep feelings we all have for our pets. Had to say goodby to two of our Golden Retrievers in the last six months. Remember all the great times you had with them, and brace yourself.... there are other critters out there that are looking for you. Two 4-month old English Cream Golden Retriever pups found their way into our home a week ago. I didn't think I could ever be as fond of another dog, but am finding room in my heart for these two: Daisy & Duke.

Dave
SWCA #2778

 

[Pop's2]

My condolences. It's never easy and we never forget.

 

[rwsmith]

Mom and Dad.....

Just know that you did the best thing for Peepers, as unpleasant and saddening as it seems, it's still the best. We've been there. My wife wouldn't let me put our Heidi down until she had already suffered way beyond what she should have and was going to die soon anyway. Believe me, what you did was the best thing.

 

[KTP]

thanks gentlemen

I just wanted to thank you all for your kind words, sympathies and shared stories of loss of our "friends". I know in my heart that what I did was what had to be done and that Peeper was beyond my help. I hope she knew I was there with her to the very end. I know I could not live my life without animals in it, even though the raw pain of having to see them over the Bridge is truly heartbreaking. Thankfully I have many pictures and memories of Peeper and will make up a collage and hang it on our Rainbow Bridge wall in the mudroom. I guess I am blessed (or cursed, depends on your perspective) to have 5 other cats, 2 dogs (a Bouvier and a shelter Lab), as well as the 11 horses. Again..... my sincere thanks for helping me get through this afternoon.

 

[LVSteve]

Seriously cute cat. Sorry for your loss.