Lost my love a year ago this past December . I am sorry for your loss ,I am still working on mine ,sometimes it sweeps over you like a waive and you can't hold back the tears. I know you have lots of good memories to work from.
I am so sorry Graydon. She is with our Lord now, and there is no more pain. Thank God she died peacefully. Rest assured you did the best possible to make her last days here as comfortable as you could. My prayers remain with you and your family.
My deepest condolences to you and your family. i pray that your love for her and the memories you treasure help you see through the veil of your grief and help fill the void her passing has left in your life. I can't possibly know how YOU feel (heck, I often don't know how I feel) but you have my best at empathy and my best wishes. Please take care of yourself and allow yourself to feel whatever you're feeling.