Thanks for all the condolences and kind words. I'm not taking it good at all. I cry until I can't cry any more, then I start all over again. I love my other Doxie, Molly, with all my heart. As I did with Angel. But I felt the need to show it more with Angel. Knowing she had a hard life made me want to give her extra love and attention. Maybe that's why I'm taking it harder than I imagined I would. She deserved to have the love and attention for so much longer than this. Plus it happened so suddenly. The evenings and mornings will be especially hard. Every morning I would lie in bed with a cup of coffee and my laptop. About the time I finished my coffee, Angel would wake up and need to go outside. The she would wait patiently for me to get dressed and teeth brushed, and then it was her breakfast time. Of course, after eating, she would get into her little bed next to my chair and go back to sleep. It was a routine. Molly isn't an early bird. She would stay in bed for awhile longer. But every morning, without fail, Angel and I would go through the same routine. I'm not looking forward to tomorrow morning. Or this evening. But I can't imagine it being any worse than it is right now. I just want the hurt to go away. Thank you all for being here for me. I'll get through this. I have to. Molly is depending on me.
