People that do not have animal companions do not understand the relationships or the loss.
I often look at my current dog and ponder on why we love them so much. I mean they're just an animal, not human, just a living 4 legged creature that hangs around and needs to be fed and often times groomed.
We have to bathe them, take them in for expensive shots and we spend our hard earned money buying toys and fluffy beds for them. Why?
Well, I think it's because they love us for no reason at all really. I mean we don't have to do anything, but be kind to them for a dog to love us back. They love it when we feed them, scratch their belly or show them any attention at all. They seem to adore us for just being there sometimes.
I've really lost count on the number of dogs (and cats) that have been an important part of my life all these 65 years I've lived. I don't understand why their lifespans are so comparatively short either. But it's never stopped me from finding another happy little four legged critter to share my days with.
I am sincerely sorry about your loss Chuck, and I truly feel the pain of loss you are going through right now and understand it completely. It sucks big time.
I pray you soon find it in your heart to rescue another 4 legs, to brighten both your and their lives! I cannot imagine going through the rest of my life without looking into the loving and adoring eyes of a dog each day. They are a special gift from God.