Just got the Bodyguard 38 special and ammo, but haven't fired it yet. I thought I would target practice with WW 130gr FMJ; then use +P 125gr JHP for personal protection. I've read dozens of reviews about the recoil of this little snubnose (some good, some not so good) which is why I thought the lower grain would be less harsh on my 'old' hands; but now I'm not so sure. Does anyone have any experience with this gun that can give me advice?