I lull myself to sleep thinking about the perfect defense carry handgun. First question: What caliber?
9mm: I feel undergunned with my Micro 9, because there are so many other calibers to choose from with higher muzzle energy.
.45 acp: Not for me, due to very low muzzle energy to case capacity ratio, due to super low pressure loading. The .45 Super is also loaded to no more than moderate pressure, yielding muzzle energy in the .40 S&W range, with lower number of rounds per gun size, in a gun that is too large to edc. Further upping the performance to near Rowland territory yields a gun that is also to large to edc.
10mm: Very nice performance in hotter Underwood loading. Oh so much more cartridge efficiency than the .45 acp, due to much higher pressure loading. I select the G29 from my rotation when I am not in the mood to feel undergunned.
.40 S&W: This is everything the 10mm is, but a little less, including a little less gun mass and bulk. I select the 40 S&W Shield when I am in the mood for less bulk and mass than the G29.
Revolver rounds are very nice, but I feel undergunned with only six rounds.
So, I rotate between the 40 Shield and the G29, even though the visual aesthetics are not very nice. To me, they do not look like guns. They look like hand-held powder-actuated tools used on an assembly line to rivet automobile chassis.
When I want to gaze my visage upon a nice looking handgun, I glance toward my coffee table which is bedecked with beautiful, large, powerful handguns with low round capacity. Oh well, I can open carry one of those if I want to make a spectacle of myself.