Remington Ammunition RTG38S3 TAR 38 Special 148 Gr Lead WC M - sells at Bud's for $21.64/50 rounds plus shipping. Supposed to be 710 FPS. But I have no clue of the MV of your target ammo, so no way to know how much softer this would be. You may be shooting hardball at 890 FPS, or not. Any reloader could make you 500 rounds of lead bullet ammo for 10 cents a round in about 90 minutes or less if you provided brass and some beer for later. I'll be doing that for a friend of mine. If you had your location in your profile, someone here might have offered already. Those 2-finger grips are going to punish you in any event. I switched to full-length grips. Wear pants with deeper pockets. Pocket or waist, I hope you practice drawing a WHOLE LOT with those boot grips.