I would suggest you at least hold a Shield 45. Much better feel over the 9 and 40. You give up a round or two but the holes are much bigger.
I'd consider the 45 Shield, but it's not on the California approved list for new guns.
I could buy one used from another Cal resident, but there aren't many in the state.
I'd have to find someone who moved here and brought the 45 Shield with him, or an LEO who bought one and wants to sell.
I will take your advice and at least hold one if I get a chance.