Paul, knowing you're hurting is tough on us, as pain is its own whole diabolical self, and many here know too much about it already. I'm sorry you're having your own trials with it, and I just hope there are some meds that keep it at least tolerable for you, and hopefully much more than that. You're in a rough patch, my friend, and while I'm sure there will be an end to it, the time between now and then is what I can only hope will be short and easier to bear as the days progress. It sounds as if you've made tremendous progress already, and that's a blessing and an encouragement, knowing you're a lot closer to healing up from this than you've been so far on the journey. Prayers up, for sure, and we share in your desire for this to be behind you soon. In the meantime, we'll keep the light on for ya around here.