I have been and will keep praying for you.
Please remember, Afib is not a death sentence. You can live quite comfortably with it. I have had Afib for six, maybe seven years now.
When I first went into it, I was quite upset. My cardiologist assured me that there was absolutely no more chance of someone having a heart attack who has Afib than someone having a heart attack who is in sinus rhythm.
The increased danger of Afib is stroke-2% per year. This was all confirmed by two other physicians, then several more over the years.
I think the main issue for me, at least, of trying to get and stay into sinus rhythm from Afib is age. I was about to my mid-60s when it happened, not long after about of pneumonia.
I chose to stop trying to get out of Afib and live with it. If, however, I had been a decade or more younger, I probably would have fought it.
When first in Afib, you can lay in bed and hear your irregular beat. Kinda scary. But within a month I never heard it again, and only if I physically push my old body, can I make myself really notice it.
The real downside is the blood thinners. Very necessary to prevent that stinking stroke from biting you where it hurts.
Warferin works wonderfully, but requires blood testing monthly. For me, the VA is 4 miles and 12 minutes away, no charges and convenient. Your circumstances might be different.
After years on that drug, I switched to Prodaxa and there is no testing, BUT you have to make sure you take one pill, twice per day.
I hope and will keep praying, you get back into and stay in sinus rhythm but posted this so you will know all is not lost if you can't. Trust your cardiologist.
Bob