Old Bear, we appreciate your sharing this news with us, especially when you are inclined to keep these kinds of things to yourself. It can be a blessing to have others walk beside us through these kinds of losses, and while I know that you have lots to do right now (I assume you are talking about estate matters and so forth, which can be very time-consuming and confusing), please take time to grieve your loss too.
If you are interested and would like to send me a PM, I would be honored to share with you some resources for this time in your life, and that I think you would find helpful and even a blessing.
In the meantime, know that you and your family will be in my prayers as you mourn the loss of your mother. With His help, you can work through this, be healed, and come out of this experience in a place that will allow you to enjoy the memories of her while the sadness, which will always be there, will not be as sharp and painful as it is now.
Godspeed to you and yours.