My prayers are with you and the family Mike. I know how tough it is. My wife and I have lost many of our four legged family over the years, and though we have loved each and every one, some are just "the ones". Such was the case for our old wolf dog Partner, who has been gone nearly 8 years now, and my wifes cat Mousey, who was born in our closet in the Bellingham house. They continue to live on with us in our memories.
We have committed to adopting only older dogs now, though it means less time with them, we can provide a fine home for their last few years. All dogs, but old dogs particularly, deserve our love and respect.
Gods blessings and comfort be with you,
Ron