I bought my wife one of the little scandium J-frame .38's with target rear and hi-viz front sight back in 2000. I tried to warn her it would recoil too much for her, but that just made her want it more. Five rounds through the gun and she decided she didn't want it anymore. Recoil was ugly to say the least. I was in Cheaper than Dirt in Fort Worth one day and they had .38 special wadcutters for $5.99/50 rds. The manager made me a deal $400.00 for 2K rounds of Sellier and Bellot 148 grain target wadcutters. The wife immediately reclaimed her revolver. The gun still has a bit of recoil even with the wadcutters, but she has no problem handling it and loves to carry it when we're out hiking. She also keeps it on her nightstand at night. Not the best self defense round on the market, but I know it will get the job done.