carpriver
US Veteran
Allen, I am so sorry for your loss. We lost our son in February of 2009. He was trying to get sober, but crack and women don't mix.Just the the day before he died the girl reenter his life. He was lonely and that made he vulnerable to her and the drugs and sex she brought to him. He died the next night from a burst artery. I got to talk with just hours before he died. He was so ashamed of his laps an wanted to talk ; about three hour later we got the call he did not make it thought the operation. He was just 10 day from his 32nd birthday.
There is nothing that hurts more then losing a child, He was my child I loved him unconditionally. He was a good human being that got lost and turned to drugs to help cope.
I can understand your feelings all I can say the with time you will get use to the pain and you will be able to get on with living. The hole in your heart with continue to be there, fill it with the memories of the goodness that was your son before the drugs.
Gods Peace be with you and your family.
There is nothing that hurts more then losing a child, He was my child I loved him unconditionally. He was a good human being that got lost and turned to drugs to help cope.
I can understand your feelings all I can say the with time you will get use to the pain and you will be able to get on with living. The hole in your heart with continue to be there, fill it with the memories of the goodness that was your son before the drugs.
Gods Peace be with you and your family.