I would love to find a nice little Model 12, especially since I'm an old Air Force guy. However, they are not something I have seen floating around my neck of the woods lately at all.What you need is a model 12 sir.
How a Ruger tech could tell anyone that a few "jams" in a self defense gun was okay is beyond me. No one should ever carry a gun that is not 100% for self defense. I'm sorry but that is really nuts . . .