ill be honest at one time in my life i was a tweeker. all it takes is one hit, and your cooked. ive changed though, its been 10yrs since i messed around. am i going back to that lifestyle, hell no. the worst part of it all is the ppl i hurt along the way, especially my parents, and brother. can i erase my past? no. but i can make sure i don't mess with it again or screw up. yes. i guess im one of those ppl that have to learn the hard way. it still hurts inside though, but with time, and staying on the right path ppl will forgive you.
Thanks for the honesty of your post. However, it illustrates the futility of prohibition. The very existence of a recreational drug so concentrated it can hook you with a single use is purely a product of the prohibition.
Methamphetamine has been available in pill form for decades. Originally intended as a diet pill, it became popular with students, truckers, racers, or anybody else who needed to stay up way past their bedtime to study for a test, deliver a load on time, or make it to a race venue several states away. I used to use it for a number of purposes, and never came close to getting hooked. Lots of people used it the same way, and never encountered any dependencies or addictions. There were speed freaks in the sixties who shot or snorted crystal meth, were no doubt addicted, and whose lives were undoubtedly messed up. The ones I knew were mainly in the biker world. But there were better party drugs around.
Highly concentrated crystal meth did not become really popular until cocaine became expensive and relatively hard to get hold of as a result of the prohibition. The same thing happened with crack cocaine, which is more concentrated and addictive when smoked than cocaine snorted in powder form. Meth is even cheaper than crack, and can be produced in the kitchen rather than imported.
To be sure, it is a nasty drug, with corrosive social effects, but in my opinion, the prohibition has made those effects much worse than they would otherwise be.
By the way, although I have tried many drugs in the past, I do not use drugs now, and have not for several decades. I am not an apologist for drug use, as I find it tawdry, boring, and a waste of money. But the prohibition is doing more harm than good.