I retired in 2015 after 40+ years in law enforcement. I can't unsee what I've seen, so I carry every day. Actually, I'd rather not have to, but daily carry became an integral part of my life long ago, along with all the other baggage LEO's carry around....some visible, some not.
As you can imagine, the journey began with a K-frame model 19 and a J-frame model 36. I still have them. After being dragged kicking and screaming into the world of plastics just before the turn of the century, I was forced to carry a Glock at work. There I said it, "Glock". Still have three of them. They will never see the light of day again.
"Now", or "post retirement", I have reluctantly transitioned over to a Shield Plus in 9mm. It fits my hand and I still shoot it fairly well. Sometimes, my "shoots around corners" model 442 goes along, mostly because it weighs in at about 13 ounces. Around the house I carry a Ruger LCP Max. All I can say is, I'm very happy I was trained in 1974 to shoot instinctively.....I can no longer focus clearly on the front sight or the intended target, even with correction. Fortunately, there is a beautiful indoor range near my home, and still some money available for ammunition.
Thankfully, at age 72, I'm not on any medication, and I can still pick up a screwdriver.
They told me these days would come but I didn't want to believe them.
Carter