Why of why would someone use/ carry/ deploy/ operate a handgun that is stated as defensive/ mission critical with an APEX trigger in it? OEM setup on Defensive Guns, ONLY. Apex, Dynamic, and the like are made for Competition use. there are so many reasons to never do those things.
That said, The early poster that discussed the operating geometry of the trigger bar is spot on, very similar to Walther PPQ/PDP geometry.
With this in mind, I would 1- never do that again, particularly in a place other than the range, 2- get rid of that gun, get a standard striker gun with no mods that has a safety, 3- get retrained in NRA CCW, PPITH, and PPOTH, and after that get a single action Pistol and carry it unchambered until I knew the shooter/ firearm interface was 100%..