Matthew, you're still one bad hombre in my book -- and it takes one to fight it out with cancer. I'm sure the chemo is taking a toll on you while it is working to obliterate the cancer, and you're bound to have good days as well as not-so-good. I hope tomorrow will be a better one, and the day after, and the day after, but if a down one comes along, I hope you'll take solace in the fact that you feel bad because the drugs are doing their job, and it'll be worth it over the long haul. In the meantime, prayers and good thoughts keep heading your way from down here in NC. (And basketball season is just around the corner, so we'll both have something to look forward to!)