Wheelgunner840
Member
I have been carrying for over 12 years. I carried a majority of the time. Lately, my job has been sending me to places where I cannot carry, or where I have to "check" my firearm at the door. (courthouses for example.) This has been the case for the past two months. I decided that it just wasn't worth the hassle of having to return home to lock up my gun because I was being sent to NYC (where only the criminals and the police have guns), or because I had to go to a bldg. that was a gun free zone.
The point is that I have not been carrying everyday for two months now. I carry occassionaly after work, but not really so much. This is the scary part. I am beginning to enjoy not having to be acutely aware that I am armed. I know that sounds weird, but I am finding that, for example, if I want to grab a beer with a friend, I can do so without having to go home first to lock up the firearm. This is just one example.
At first, I felt naked without my gun on me. That feeling is mostly gone now. Strange days indeed! I will never let my CCWs expire, and I will continue to carry on a regular basis once things get back to a somewhat normal situation with my job, but I just wanted to share the weird feeling of not carrying for a while, and how ones mind adapts to it.
Anyone else have a similar experience?
WG840
The point is that I have not been carrying everyday for two months now. I carry occassionaly after work, but not really so much. This is the scary part. I am beginning to enjoy not having to be acutely aware that I am armed. I know that sounds weird, but I am finding that, for example, if I want to grab a beer with a friend, I can do so without having to go home first to lock up the firearm. This is just one example.
At first, I felt naked without my gun on me. That feeling is mostly gone now. Strange days indeed! I will never let my CCWs expire, and I will continue to carry on a regular basis once things get back to a somewhat normal situation with my job, but I just wanted to share the weird feeling of not carrying for a while, and how ones mind adapts to it.
Anyone else have a similar experience?
WG840