Sounds like me, Living on The Edge.There are many among us that have drifted too far...and wrought the consequences.
Those that survived have a story to tell.
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I've been to the edge, an' there I stood an' looked down...
You know I lost a lot of friends there baby, I got no time to mess around...
Mmmm, so if you want it got to bleed for it baby
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_MWTAOZfY8